I wanted to move back to Provo, and go to night school at BYU, but upon some deep consideration I have decided that right now that isn't where the Lord wants me to be.
What the Heck!!!
I feel like every time I choose something that I want to do, the lord puts an obstacle in my way and then I have to change my course and start all over.
I have decided that I am going to pursue a career in cosmetology, at least for the time being. This means that I have to go back to school for a 10 week refresher course tuesday through friday, from 8am to 4pm..
This I know is going to be a challenge for me, waking up at 5:30 every morning to catch the sprinter to Oceanside.
When we are given a task, one must put their whole focus on completing that task.
I know the plans that I have for you, declares the LORD. They are plans for peace and not disaster, plans to give you a future filled with hope.
This verse is going to be my mantra for the next few months, as I go back to school and focus on my new career path.
I know that the Lord wants me to be happy and succeed at whatever I do. This gives me great comfort.
Jessica, I may not know exactly how you feel, but I know how it feels to have one thing thrown in front of you after another and having to jump from plan to plan. I know Heavenly Father is watching out for you and eventually you will find your niche in life. Love you!
ReplyDeleteJess! How come I didn't know you had a blog?! This is a wonderful post. I'm proud of you for coming to this realization, regardless of it's toughness. Often times those are the best things for us.... as I'm sure you've seen. You are wonderful! And GOOD LUCK with this!
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